JUST GOT BACK FROM PHOENIX!!!
omg this had to be the best week of my life:) i love my girls and it breaks my heart that we're through with this season. Phoenix was sooo much fun, got 3 coffees a day, and i have BIG news...after 16 years i am officially done w/ being a vegetarian!!! hahah i absolutely LOVE hamburgers ahah and my first one ever was at hooters..right after paige spilled a whole cup of ice water on her and my lap hahah good times good times:)
no serious injuries except for my swollen hand, but that doesnt hurt so its all good. hahah ima miss my team to death and i hope im on a team w/ some of them next season:))

I dont know. Since schools been out two of the most important guys in my life have let me down. Summer is supposed to be a time to be lazy and care free, but its been emotionally draining. I dont know if I'll be able to really trust someone after whats happened and that makes me depressed. Being alone at home from the time I wake up til 5 or 6 pm isnt helping either. I wish that my friends didn't live so far away or that they could be in the state(which a majority aren't) so they could help distract me. I wish that I could just up an go, leave my worries behind, but it doesn't look like that will be happening. I don't like this post..its really emo...

oh well, the only thing I'm really happy about is that Verne'e and Lauren are coming back from Alabama this weekend and we are supposed to go camping at the school, which will be fun:)

omg this summer i was supppoooosssseeeddd to do like crazy stuff. its suppossed to be like our orgasmic summer!! but everyones friggin gone!!! dudududududude i really wish that i could drive. but i havnt had time to actually do anything...either that or im too lazy..im gonna go w/ the later hahaha. well my amigos be proud of me, im actually going shopping. i KNO its amazing!! my days of hating shopping are over!! hhahah well i have a tournement today soo i should pry go an get ready soo ill do that:)

OMFRIGGING i am sooo bored!!!!! ..just wanted to get that out of my system hahah wow i really cant believe that my sophomore year is up. wow time flies by. everyone was great this year!! well all three days of summer have been extremely boring and all ive done is clean and paint my nails:/ haha nothing special hahah wow well my summers up to a good start!!

i amm sooooo ready for summer...oh well i guess i'll have to wait 7 MORE DAYS!!!

woooooowwwww....
5 mile jog:D aka INTENSNESS!!!
haha thats what i plan on doing everyday for summer!!!

soo i had a fun weekend:) i actually did stuff..i kno..weird for me haha
Friday: had beach vespers..didnt really want to play the freshies...we lost. but thats ok i really dont care to tell you the truth. i had fun playing and thats good enough. Vernee, Lexi, and i walked down to the HB peir and had wahoos and some ice cream. We got a ride like halfway back with vivien and greg on their 4 person bike and walked the rest of the way. some guy came riding on his bike next to us and asked if we wanted to drink some vodka but vernee scared him away by saying that were christian kids haha.

Saturday: i had a volleyball tournement so i had to get up at 5, everyone was off and we got our asses kicked by teams we shoulda beat. i got back home around 3 and then my mom took me shopping an i bought $450 worth of clothes:)

Sunday: went back to HB pier with vernee and lexi. we stayed from 3-8. it was alot of fun, when we got there i saw some 8 grader chick that somehow randomly knows me..sorta weird. we totally shopped our asses off, it was awesome. i only had $25 with me so i couldn't buy any of the insight or volcom clothes i like:( we say this huuuuugggee dog!! its called an irish wolfhound, standing on all fours its head was almost to my shoulders..now i want one of those. got home around 9 and stayed up til 12 wrestling with my puppy, shes soo much fun to play with im totally taking her to the park to play frisbee next weekend.